| Location | London |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 21/11/2007 |
| Date of Death | 21/11/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,062 since 29/07/2008 |
| Creator |
Callum Moses Samuel
21st November 2007 11.15pm
The day i found out i was pregnant was the happiest day of our life. Me and my partner Jarvis had
been trying for about 7 months. i couldn't believe i was pregnant. I went on to have a perfect
pregnancy. No morning sickness, aches or pains and was generally blooming. I always measured a bit
under the average but was told it was fine nothing to worry about. I was 31 weeks and 4 days
pregnant when i realized i had not felt the baby move for a few days but being my first pregnancy
did not know what to expect. I went to the hospital to get checked when i was told the devastating
news. My baby had no heartbeat. We was heartbroken. I was induced the next day and delivered Callum
at 11.15pm. He weighed just 1200 grams but every part of his body was beautiful and perfect. I
cleaned him, dressed him, held him, kissed him and we had him blessed. The autopsy showed my
placenta wasn't working properly so Callum struggled to get food and oxygen from me. We are not
completely sure why this happened but i went on to have a baby girl 11 months later 21st october 08
weighing 5lb 11oz. We miss him so much and think about him everyday.
A Birthday In Heaven by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
Born Still - by Unknown Author
Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.
Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?
Unfortunately we do XX
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............./......(o..._...o)....\..........Happy Birthday
.............\.........(..0..)......./..........Precious
..........__.`.-._...'='.._.-.*.__.......Angel xx
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.......\__)).........'#'......... ((__/.....Lots of Love Always Diane x x x
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sorry about hear that.
Hiya hun, I rem u b4 fm school. I didnt hear fm u!! i am so sorry abt u lost loss. i hope heaven will look after ya son.
I lost my baby only 9weeks old. when i was 18. nurse told me prob its boy! really sad time xx :( god bless xx
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Thank you everyone
i wanted to thank everyone who has lit a candle sent a picture and wrote a tribute for my angel callum. i would light one on all of yours if i had a spare minute but with my newborn little girl its very difficult. i hope you all understand. thanks again, my thoughts are with you and our angel babies all the time.
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Thinking of you Birthday Boy xx
♥ Are there Birthdays up in heaven
Does an Angel blow his horn,
Announcing to all the Angels
This is the day that you were born.
Can the stars be your balloons
And Angel food your cake,
Presents wrapped in moonbeams
All the Angels helped to make.
So i'll whisper a lil prayer today
Asking everyone up above,
To wish you a Happy Birthday Callum
And give you all our love ♥
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my birthday boy
its been a year since you grew your wings and joined all the angels, a year since i held you, kissed you, dressed you, washed you, saw you and hugged you and it feels like a lifetime. i wish i could hold you again my baby my heart is aching for you today and everyday. i imagine how you would have looked now a year old and cant imagine you being any more beautiful than the day i gave birth to you. i think of you everyday as soon as i wake and before i go to sleep i will always love you and miss you everyday. why couldnt things have been different. im so proud that you are my son i cant believe me and your daddy made such a hansom boy. you are always loved and were always wanted and you will be forever missed. Happy birthday my angel baby. lots of love mummy daddy and your baby sister Alicia x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
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